the second

Bismillahirahmanirrahim :)

Assalamualaikum stalkers ,

*k bajet ada stalker*

*eh tapi sukahati akulah , blog aku*

okay no no no , that not the point ! so how you guys doing ? its been so long till my last post and now . but to be frank , there's quite a few draft that shouldve been publish but i thought the draft is bit weird and stuff and decided to just left it there

yeah , quite a decision i made, but hey 'sometimes things are better left unsaid' right?

so , my holiday is over *its sad* but i'm actually glad . being here with others , living your university life , being productive and not-a-so-called-lazy-bone at home .

le owner
pretty hoping the new year will not be like this 0.0

i'm already in my second year . still a pre-clinical year which means you still have to deal with a lot of lectures and papers and notes and exam and the freaking cold lecture hall (tahap artik tundra) .

note : this is not a complain !

hahah , actually i'm really looking foward for this year . another chance given by the almighty for me to improve my life , my study and my daie work . holiday for me is a never good in term of maintaining your iman .youre being alone and there's a lot of syaitonn taking advantages .

futur mcm senang sngt to happen .

hmmm

anyhow , i've got tonnes of azam baru and i really hope i can accomplish it with warna bertebangan (baca : flying colour ) 

first year had been a great lesson to me . i learn it the hard way ! really

you never know how much emotional conflict i've been through just for an exam . the fear of failing and the fear of dissapoint your parents almost make me crazy . but nasib baik i barely passed the exam . and my daie work is not so good or its actually worst .

i know what kind of people am i . i have a bit pride , ego and ignorant in me that makes sometimes it was hard for me to genuinely cares for other

its a crazy attidude but thats just me !

and that is never a trait of a daie . duh duh

and there this ultimate-and-fatal-problem which is so wellknown around the world as one of the complicated matter . i'm just hoping that it would not affect me so much anymore.

they say to forget your past , you need to find somethin new but i believe youre just have to get back to the one who always there for you and never leave you !

ALLAH azza wajjal :)



and the say pray like youre gonna die tomorrow and work like youre gonna live forever . enjoy every bit of your life but in the righteous path :)

le owner

p/s : the first one is always the hardest :'(